When either of my children is cuddled up beside me, sleeping peacefully with a small snore; my heart swells to almost bursting! This reminds me why I became a mom and how much love I have for each of them! I reflect and allow myself to feel. I watch them and think how lucky I am. I whisper how much I love them. I whisper unheard apologies for all the little things I think I failed to do or say as their mom. I snuggle and kiss their noses. I make silent wishes for their futures. I hope I’m not too hard on them but just hard enough. I hope I am doing right by them. 
I worry. What can I do better or differently? I just hope they know that I’m doing my best! I love them both more than anything!
Love, Family, Kids & ❤️ 